Before coming on this trip, I had heard a lot of stories of human
suffering and seen a lot of pictures of children dying far to early.
But it wasn’t until I saw it firsthand that it became real. The
stories that you hear are real, the people in them are real. Real
people with names and faces. People are dying everyday from
preventable diseases. Children are suffering and dying because of
their parent’s lack of simple education. They do not understand
therefore, they do nothing.
I have seen a baby born to a mom who
didn’t care and then hours later die because of a lack of resources. I
have seen a 8.3lb one month old literally starve to death because her
mother didn’t understand how to properly breastfeed. I have seen a 1
and a 14 yr old die of malaria because their fevers got so high and
their parents waited too long to take them to the hospital. I have
seen a 12 yr old dying from HIV/AIDS, the same disease that killed his
parents just months earlier. I have literally seen hundreds of people
suffering from a disease that because of sanitation and prevention is
virtually non-existent in America.
All of these things are too much
for me to try to understand in a few weeks. I don’t know if I will
ever understand the reasoning behind all of this seemingly unnecessary
death; but, there is one thing I know for sure. I know that God is
good. I know that He has a plan for all of this. I know that His will
is being done here in Ghana. I know that He will get glory from
everything I have witnessed here.
My prayer while being here has been simple: that God would break my
heart for what breaks His. I can honestly say that He has. My eyes
have been opened in ways that I never thought they would be. I have
truly been broken and then built back up in God’s strength and for His
glory.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 &4 says: “For everything there is a season,
and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born and a time
to die….a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a
time to dance.” I feel as though I have seen and experienced all of
those in my time here.I have watched over 10 babies born and I have
also seen children die. I have wept and mourned but I have also
laughed and danced!! It has not been all sorrow, there is always hope
when we are dealing with our Savior!
Since arriving, there have been
over 20 people come to know the Lord and are being discipled.
Countless others have experienced God’s love and heard about Jesus
through our ministries to villages as well as our evangelism efforts.
The children here have taught me so much about joy and laughter. They
have essentially nothing according to American standards, but if you
ask me, they have it all. They are always laughing, always joking, and
always loving. I do not think I have laughed so much in my life. I am
so thankful for their love on the days when life feels too hard.
Every day I am learning. Every day my heart grows more and more. Every
day I rely on God’s strength to power me through. Every day He
provides.
I am so thankful for your continued prayers! I can feel their power in
my time here. God is doing great things and I cannot wait to share
them with you all soon.
Much love! Mary
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